Merry Fucking Christmas.
12 days since I last blogged, during that 12 days, lotsa shit happened. I shall make a sad attempt at listing them out now.
1. Broke up with Esther
2. Stuff with Ferlyn is, well... uh, uh... rough right now.
3. Fi loves me. HAHA, cause I will be TAKUMI / Jay Fuck Smelly and sing An Jing.
4. Was engaged by Tabitha to do vocals for her band again, cept this time it's complete J-Rock, and I'm to memorise 3 songs.
5. The songs are, Yuuwaku by Glay, 1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou by Siam Shade and LAST, but not least... Rusty Nail by X.
6. I am tempted to get my next tattoo soon.
7. I fucked an ahlian.
8. I miss talking to Gloria, long time no talk.
9. Ernie thinks I'm drunk.
10. Cavan and I are from the same ta halal melayu kampong.
11. I'm a real malay and muslim in spirit.
12. I've really got no life, at all. Walking around Toa Payoh in the middle of the night without any girls isn't a happy sight.
13. I respect Dennis. =)
14. My hair is no longer yellow, black, all the way again.
15. Kagrra is still love.
16. It's Christmas, and I'm in no mood for it.
17. I went to Church, and apparently sweated as hell as I was inside, though I was under airconditioning.
18. Met Shannon in Church.
19. Made 2 new good friends, Koban and Aaron, kids from Australlia.
20. I re-did my nails, they are now pointy sharp, not square head.
21. Edwin has no life too.
22. I started smoking Reds again.
23. I feel rich again.
24. I gave up on Ferlyn.
25. Christmas today, she told me its not possible, so its all cool man.
26. Chloe, CHLOE. I shall only focus on Chloe now... 2 years and still at it. I'm impressed at myself.
27. I want an Ipod Nano bad.
28. My room is now Red and Black, I'm happy.
29. I owe people Christmas gifts.
30. Reno, Happy Birthday
Well, thats it for now, don't think I've got anymore to post.
Till then,
Stay Free From Misery
Kagrra is <3
Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 3:27 PM
The Lonesome Loner.
I'm bummed, pissed, sad, lonesome... I don't know. Any bad thing you can think of, that's me now. Today, well. was alright. Went down to tailor, explained to her about the Captain Marvel suit Reno commisioned, apparently she mistakenly gave the fabric back to Reno. Spidey's good so far. Met Ed at Pearls Centre, went down to take the train to Bras Basah. On the way down Ed and I tried to speak in Japanese. Ed added that while licking a girls pussy, say Oishii... I laughed. I told him about the best pickup line to pick up a Japanese girl. Sumimasen, Anatewa ingueno hanashi mashta? ( Translated, it means : Excuse me, do you speak English? ) Met Wendy, Ed want's to ask for her MSN and ask her out on a date.
Well, left, went to City Hall MRT. Guess who I saw, Justin. Chatted for a bit, then he left for Cineleisure. Ed and I went down to Far East, I bought lots of badges, shopping again. Wanted to buy a Dir en Grey T-shirt. Decided to come back another day. Went down to Cheeks, the minnasaleh there was nice. Might order Miyavi's jacket from Kekkonshiki no Uta. 75 - 100 bucks only. Cheap. Bought an Iron Cross badge, 1 HIM, 2 X-Japan ones and now my bag has 13 badges on display. No more space.
Went down to TCC at Shaw, had dinner there... Then went of to Toys'r'us... They had fucking odd toys. Darth Vader, Obi Wan and Grevious Transformer toys. The build your own lightsaber toy is out, 129.99. I saw a yoyo... And I bought it... Really reminds me of my old days of playing the yoyo. Did some tricks while walking to the bus stop, then moving around to Russel Peters' pimipin'. Went home... Played the yoyo as I walked home. Reached home, mom nagged at me for a bit, I didn't bother. Blasted Kagrra as usual. To hell with her.
If you don't wanna talk to me, just tell me. I'm very, very, mentally deprived already. I need company. Not guy company, else I'll feel gay. Female company. XP The hell. I'm hooked onto saying that.
Till then,
Stay Free From Misery
Kagrra is <3>
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 at 11:05 PM
Garh... I need someone, someone to provide me company.
Shin Muraki is a lonesome, bored, lifeless loser who sits in front of the computer basically most of the time. Shin is now my alterego. XD
Shin is a lifeless goon, as quote by Esther.
Woke up at, uh, 5 or so today. Slept with Eyeliner last night. Woke up, amazed. I forgot that I put on Eyeliner last night before sleeping. =P Went to get shades today, then chilled around Peninsula for a bit, took the train all the way to Changi Airport, to town, then home. That is HOW lifeless I am. Edwin is my new buddy. He is No, while I'm Life. Retarded, yes. That's how lifeless I am now.
Till then,
Stay Free From Misery
Kagrra is <3
I am bored, and this is what I did last night.
Picture of the Cloud Armour I finished, I'm proud.
Something I did when I was bored, ignore my Doraemon nighties.
Bad attempt at being visual. Yes, I'm not photogenic. I swear, I was a girl in the mirror.
at 12:46 AM
Well, after, a long period of time... I'm back to blogging. It's been 14 days thus far.
Am not very bothered to type out everything that happened during the days that passed. Much has happened.
1. Am conflicted right now.
2. 3 names are up in my mind. Firstly, Esther, Chloe then Ferlyn.
3. Am in no mood to talk about it, so don't ask me about it. Am pretty bummed too.
4. Edwin is Gimli, I'm Legolas, Mike is Aragorn.
5. I've had a guy over my place the past 2 weeks every night, no, I'm not gay. We're doing props.
6. Finished a Vibro-Blade for the Crimson Empire Royal Guard and Cloud's shoulder armour. For pictures, check out the MM Forums.
7. Makeup is back to me again. Which, is a good thing I might add.
8. I am back onto prop making.
9. I love Esther.
10. I miss my schoolmates, that means you 2 man. Ern and Adam.
11. I am now part of the Muraki Family. Watashi wa, Shin Muraki desu. XP ( Okay, this is me talking cock )
12 . Janys says I look like Shin from Kagrra.
13. Kagrra is Love. I am back to that phrase again.
14. My image of Alice Nine is now destroyed... After looking at Jiro, Keruton's... etc... Arisu Nine cosplay, I am totally disgusted already. For one, Keruton can't sing.
15. I cosplayed Cloud for EOY.
16. I am pissed with the Darth Vader from MySciFiFan.NET
17. I am pissed with PETERRRRRRR still. That bastard.
18. I am basically pissed with most of the Malaysian's who were here today.
Okay, now I am back in the mood of blogging properly. Well, yesterday was pretty good. Was the EOY Cosplay for this year. I went as Cloud. Went, and saw 2 other Cloud's. 1 was a friend of mine, who had a pretty decent costume, just that it lacked the PVC, armour and hair. He apparently was the one who ordered the big ass motherfucking sword from Clive. I got to have 1 pose with it. That was so, uberly cool. The other Cloud was crap. Utter crap. Esther looks prettier than normal, maybe it's cause of the height. XD She got lucky and got a white PVC trench coat for 70 bucks. Wendy and Nat came over to my place before the event. So did my dearest. Ed and Adrian was here too. Left, Adrian was Kir Kanos, Edwin, SWAT and dearest, Wendy and Nat were in visual. Wendy and Nat both looks freakishly Malay today. I was poking fun at Nat with his " Maht Rock " tartan jacket.
Met Scorpion Jacen, then hung around during the event halls. Had the sad urge to hit iamacow with Cloud's sword. Hung around... I feel bad for neglecting Esther during the whole event. Event over, went to town, passed Jason the Vader to sell to Mr Abdul Rahim, the FUCKER. Left for Far East, Esther, Wendy and Nat went to take Neoprints. Edwin and I heard news that he wasn't gonna buy, got pissed. I was, generally in a bad mood. Tired, lack of sleep... The usual. Then, went home, dumped the stuff there, went to IRC, left for supper, went back to IRC, dropped dead there, then went home. This was around 7am in the morning of Sunday.
Sunday,
The Malaysian fucks are here. Sue looks prettier, I don't know why. Attempted to trip the Malaysian Vader, criticised Peterrrrrr's Tusken Raider costume. Event over, Ed, Shyam, Adrian and I went down to Mac's to tall about how to upgrade the Vibroblade, and fiberglass casting of the Clonetrooper suit. Went home via cab.
Reached home, dropped dead for an hour, woke up and surfed the net. Mom was telling me that the whole block knows about Esther and I. To hell would I wanna know how the WHOLE block knows. Anyway, surfed around the net till bout 4am, then went to sleep. I am typing this on Monday FYI.
Till then,
Stay Free From Misery
Kagrra is <3
Monday, December 12, 2005 at 3:01 AM