<body> <body>


Today wasn't eventful, not eventful at all...
Went to school, reported to DK. He went on " Thank You Wayne " now. After morning assembly went to see Suresh the fucker, to report for my hair. As usual, I didn't give a damn fuck to cut it. My mom helped me cut it, and the reason I hate her now is because she screwed up my hair, bad. She dragged one section of my hair on the shaver, and it looks fucked, terribly fucked. Nothing happened after that, went for Recess, told Ow that the thing Justin had was settled already. Had history, then literature.

Literature was fun. I was labelled genius, as I answered some really tough question, but I only got 3 points out of 5. I was then punished, then the Mrs Chia said that I was arrogant, which I am definitely so. She then adds in that I am not being myself, and shit like that. In my mind I ignored everything she said, cause I know I am arrogant. Hee happened to be in Malaysia still, so some relief teacher came in. She was really ignorant. She didn't care. I told her I was caught for smoking by DK in class. She seemed pretty fine with it. Me and Ernie then searched the classroom for the camera's I heard from Val yesterday. Did I mention how much I love Val, in a sisterly way, not in the boy-girl relationship kinda way. She is so nice. Her mom being a HOD in my school, brings back the detention log book once every 2 weeks. Everytime she see's offenses she tells me and cancels my name off the detention list. She was also the one who told me about the camera's in class.

After school, met Suhadra and Yongxun. Those 2 fuckers came to talk to me about trying to make peace with Ow and the SA... Met Ow and Shannon later. Ow told those 2 fuckers to fuck off. Now I understand what's the true meaning of being the leader of the SA, which is the post I will be appointed at the end of next year. Ow needs a worthy person to take over, and it happened to be me... o.0 Kinda an honour guess. Followed Ow and Shannon to Joo Seng to smoke. Crap, I picked it up again, but it's a good thing I fnished all my sticks, so I can stop for good, I hope...

Ow left, so me and Shannon went back to school. Both of us had CCA's... He was in IT and I was in Lion Dance... Haha... Fucking hell !!! It was the first day at my CCA. This is probably the slackest CCA ever in the history of my school. Just half an hour of clashing cymbals, drumming, and done. We slack for 2 hours, I slept for 2 hours just now... The teacher in charge just sucks, period. He has got a major attitude problem...

Went home, got ready to go to my hair. I had to wait in the fucking hair saloon for more than an hour... But I received a fairly neat hair cut. It was coincidentally styled like Miyavi's !!! Totally awesome... I wish I could show Esther, if she was actually at her computer. Guess tomorrow's gonna be another sucky day. Teachers' Day Celebration. My old buddies are coming back, Cher, Bingo, Tan and many others.

Till then, be...
Ever Free

Tuesday, August 30, 2005 at 8:46 PM


Fuck, I thought today would be a good day, but it turned out REALLY bad...
Went to report to DK in the morning. I was early, and so was he. He started off with " Good Morning Wayne ", and so I replied. Then he went with his new line " Thank You Wayne "... Went back to class, had morning assembly, then someone there mentioned something about my CCA, and my name was called out... Went to see my CCA teacher and got a hell of a scolding from him. I was like " Fuck man, I haven't been to your CCA at all, I was planning to go tomorrow cause I am free... " Paid him the 27 dollars I owed him as well... Now I am all broke.. Went to class, was locked.

Marcus and I then went to the Porch, then Suresh asked us why we were late then he started going " You 2 !!! I want to talk to the both of you ". This was the point where I knew it was either make or break. He threatened to expel me and Marcus and the spot. Telling us the go back to class and take our bags and go to see him at the office as he asks the VP to sign the release papers... Like many of you know, the people I am with a wussies. They do not dare talk. Marcus just stood there and stared at the floor. When Mr Suresh talked to me I looked in his eye and started talking, cause I knew this was something I could get away with. Well, as usual... I got away with it together with Marcus. Went to my class to take the keys, they were being punished as always... Me and Marcus went back to class to change, then went for PE. Those who finished their NAPFA could go play either Basketball or Soccer... I skipped mine and I didn't wanna go for the retake after school, so I did mine. I did 21 Inclined Pull-ups and 33cm for my sit and reach. Helped Suresh awhile to give him a " good " impression of me, then I was given the responsibility of telling the people who were playing basketball to keep everything.

Went back to class, slept throughout Math Lesson, till Recess. Shawn Chung told me that Ow was looking for me. He was at my class table, and he skipped PE to talk for a while. Talked to him, and we planned to go Joo Seng after school for lunch. Went to the computer lab later and started spamming Ernies' tagboard... Hahaha. During IT Lesson I spammed Joseph's tagboard, and I acted as if I didn't have anything to do with it, and he believed !!! HAHAHA... Science was later. Mr Cunt was telling us about his impression of our class during the term he's thought us. Heard good things about our class as well as bad. But more good than bad.

School ended, Ernie, Adam and I planned to go to Toa Payoh to have Lunch, but Adam said he wanted to go home so I asked Ernie whether he wants to join us, he said he needed to call someone and told me to go ahead. Well, Ow introduced me to the members of the SA, the Marist SA. There was him, Ow, the leader, Shannon, his squire, Yao, some really bad kid that used to go to First Toa Payoh. He brought me to the secret SA hangout, Joo Seng Rd, Blk 4, 10th floor, left side end of staircase. The SA trademarks were still there, and I was added to the list. Ow then told me that he wanted me to take over, cause I was the youngest and baddest over there... They smoked, and we talked about school. I found out that Ow was a fellow comic lover like me, and he got into trouble with my neighbour and how he manages to get away with everything... Hahaha... I shan't expose his secret here, cause I was one to keep his word.

Went to Ang Mo Kio later to show Shannon how to go to NYP, Ow and I went to the Library and started reading comics. I started reading Spectre, Alan Scott Green Lantern and Hal Jordan Green Lantern. Pretty awesome if you ask me. Went home after that... I coincidentally bumped into Andre at Toa Payoh, offered him to go to my place, but he had to go home, ah well. Went home, went online. Talked to Esther for a bit, then felt really ill, like a bad headache... I went to sleep for about 2 hours... Woke up, and this is what I am typing right now.

I still feel headached... ( Is that even a word ? ) Esther told me that Stephanie and her had a SMS Arguement... Kinda stupid one. Steph was being an annoying bitch, as usual. The day will come pretty soon when Reno tells her that she is annoying in the face...

FUCK, I've not cut my hair yet, and I have to report to Suresh the fucker for my long hair tomorrow... Esther skipped school today, so I do suppose this is kinda the right time for me to insert my trade mark speech.
Good People Don't Skip School
Good People Don't Smoke
Good People Don't Tattoo
Good People Don't Have a Life
Good People Don't Have Girlfriend's
Good People Don't Fight
Good People Don't Get Into Trouble
Haha, I've been saying this whenever something bad happens.
Till then, dive into the pool, in the form of a...
Rocket Dive !!!

Monday, August 29, 2005 at 9:23 PM


Today was fun, so fun... =)
Woke up at 10:30... Was supposed to meet Jason at Tiong Bahru MRT at 10:45, then I called him at 10:45, he said to meet at 11 instead... Me, being the lazy fuck I am... I lazed around at home till 11 and he called again, I told him I was on the cab... >_< He told me to go to his place instead. I ended up reaching his place at 11:45, we rushed, got into Reno's car and had to squeeze. Went to the petrol kiosk, I told Reno that Sevene was coming, Reno decided to go all the way back to the office to take the Kill Bill Suit... SPECIALLY FOR HER... At the same time took the poster as well.

Headed down to Heeren, started un-packing the costumes. All of a sudden that annoying common filth which goes by the name of Stephanie showed up. The first thing that came to my mind was " Annoying BITCH, why is she here !?!?!?! " Did the whole thing up, made friends with some people from HMV and Darren wore Freddy. That motherfucker. A little while later Esther showed up, with Salmah. Boy was I happy. At least I have something to keep my mind off 2 annoying people, namely Stephanie and Darren. Both were extremely annoying... Darren then went into the changing room and took out the Freddy Mask... I got really pissed when he told me there was a big tear at the back of the mask... I felt like punching him at that moment. Reno came in, told him. I knew he was somehow pissed, but didn't want to show it because Darren was his cousin. I gave up talking to Darren and told him that I'd take over as Freddy. Went around, was pretty boring. Took it off, and Ash wore it, cause he was too short for Jason. Esther left really fast, like right after she came... I sat around the booth, minded, helped around...

Went to wear Ringwraith after Reno stopped, it was so cool being a Ringwraith again, hadn't worn it since December last year. It was fuck'in fun... ( That fuck'in was learnt from Dennis ) Esther came back, boy was I embarrassed that I was in costume and on platforms. Fuck, I was so tall !!! Woohoo... Went for one round, then came back, cause I didn't want Esther to feel bored. Went to the changing room, retired Ringwraith, and came out to talk to Esther and Salmah. Salmah was being erm, not sure how to put it. She wanted me to do everything with Esther. Talked with her for a while... Sevene came, also talked. Ivan came, he had to sit. So Esther sat on my right leg. I started to shake my leg a little, cause it was tired. Esther then looked at me, said it looked wrong... Haha. Stopped. I think Jeanette saw, and caught it on tape ??? =O... Stefen came, talked to him for a bit, he is afterall my brother... Damn his life is screwed... Anyway, onto the better part... Ash was dressed as the Ringwraith after that, he bought a engagement ring for Lynn, as he proposed to her, in the middle of HMV, wearing a Ringwraith costume !!! It was so romantic !!! Lynn obviously agreed... =D Nothing really eventful happened after that. Just sat around, slacked...

Event ended, packed up everything... Was in the changing room, Fiona talked with Fatimah... Esther was behind me... Was hugging me, as I was with her... She kissed my neck. Had the lipstick stain so strong there... Started bringing down the boxes, then Ash noticed it from far away. He was like " What was that hicky on !!! " I was like, kiss, with lipstick. Dennis and him then started exagerrating about how it could be seen over a mile away. Haha, I think Esther got embarrassed halfway and decided to rub it off on our way to Cineleisure for dinner, AGAIN... Decided to order something else this time. I ordered Ban Mian. Reno had the tables split in a way that the couples were on one side and the single people were on the other side. Jeanette and Desmond, Ash and Lynn, Me and Esther, and David and Reno. David refuses to move to the other side of the table and started claiming he was attached with Reno... Hahaha... Ate, talked, and discussed about future costume plans. Reno, Dennis, David and Sevene went back to the Office after that. Ash was hinting something at me just now before we left, I couldn't quite hear it, will ask him again on MSN when he does come online. Esther and I hung around Orchard after that.

Haha... Was pretty stupid as we were finding something to do. I managed to carry her bridal style, as requested by her *indirectly*. Walked a bit, I could tell she was happy, she was very happy... Went down Memory Lane at Shaw Tower, as I used to go there often during the Claymore Days... Talked about stuff with Esther, and how she turned me straight, but I told her I was still bisexual, just leaning more to the straight side. Look at the kind of guys I like, they are VERY rare... Then Esther said something about Go down on something... She asked me Go down on what, so I said Go down on you... Hahaha... Went down to the bus stop opposite Far East, Bingo, my Primary School buddy called me. I was really surprised... We talked about plans on going back to Maris Stella on Wednesday, for Teachers' Day. Esther's bus came first and she left... My bus was coincidentally just behind hers... Haha...

On the way home, I saw this REALLY CUTE jack russell puppy dog... So small, cute, clean and furry !!! Went home after that... Mom wasn't in, I was so suprised... Didn't bother about much after that...

Till then,
be Ever Free..

Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 10:41 PM


Some questionaire I took from Esther. XD

Name: Wayne
1. Starting Time: 11:11 pm
2. Place you're at: Home
3. Closest Friend's: Ernie, Adam, Reno, Dennis, Jason, Faiz, Ash, Andrew, Kelly and Valerie.
4. Sexiest Friend: Reno and Dennis
5. Cutest Friend: Justin
6. Funniest Friend(s): Chang Sheng and Zhengyi
7. Smartest Friends: Nicholas and Dingzhi
9. Most boring person: Conan
10. Who Do u Get Advice From?: Reno, Dennis, Kelly, Ash and Jason
11. Height: 1.7m
12. D.O.B.: 070192
13. Righty / Lefty: Righty
14. Eye colour: Dark brown.
15. Shoe Size: 10, US
16.Favourite Shoe Brand: Chuck Taylors, crappy school shoes.
17. Do u Crack any Body Parts: Head.
18. Email Addy: People who read this should already have it.
19. Crush: Am attached, but I've got a list for my crushes / flings thing.
20. Liked a Teacher: Yes.
21. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your pants: Nope...
22. Ran Into a Glass Door: Never.
24. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: Yes.
?****Girls Fill Out About Guys****** ?
25. Boxers or Briefs:
26. Tall or Short:
27. Does size matter:
28. Six-pak or Muscular Arm:
29. Body or Personality:
30. Ear Pierced or Not:
31. Sporty or Outdoorsy:
32. Good Guy or Bad Guy:
33. Light Hair/ Dark Hair:
******Guys Fill Out On Girls******
34. G banger/ undies? : Both works.
35. Tall or Short: Not taller than I am.
36. Long Hair or Short: Long
37. Dark or Light Eyes: Dark
38. Light/Dark Hair: Doesn't matter.
39. Body or Personality: Personality, I am not like some people who are shallow fucks.
40. Ears Pierced or Not: Preferbly.
41. Good Girl/Bad Girl: Bad, always Bad.
42. Hair Up or Down: Both works
43. Sporty or Classy: Classy
44. Chicken or Not Afraid: Doesn't matter much.
******Which One Is Better******
45. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
46. K.F.C or McDonalds: Long John Silvers.
47. Cats or Dogs: Dogs.
48. Coffee or Tea: Tea, cause I drink it every morning..
49. Eastside or Westside: In my best nigger voice " The wesside my brudda "
50. Vanilla or chocolate: I like both, don't make me choose !
51. Cake or Cookies: Cookies.
52. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: White, cause I only have white and black.
53: Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset, it's more pleasant to look at.
54. Day or Night: Night
55. Lights on or off: Off.
56. Summer or Winter:? Winter, with built in heaters.
58. Holiday destination: Tokyo, New York
59. Radio Station: I don't listen to the radio.
****** In The Future******
60. Will you believe in God: Don't think so.
61. What will u be when you grow up?: Prop Master, Industrial Designer, Film maker, Events Company Manager...
******Random Questions******
62. Define Love: Love, it is something that can't be defined in words, where Lust can be defined.
63.?Favourite day(s): Whenever I don't have to go to school.
65. End Time: 11:30 pm

Saturday, August 27, 2005 at 11:11 PM


I have got lots to tell... A LOT...

Friday was stupid. I went to school as usual, visited DK in the morning and he shortened his favourite phrase. It goes " Thank You Wayne " now. Went back to class... Was reminded that it was Science Day. Pretty stupid. Had Math and History for the first 2 periods, then went to the hall to view the Sec 2's IPW projects. Adam, Ernie and me went immediately to find Tay Shengyang's booth. His was a giant sweeper / broomstick thing. I was asking people to bend over, as I thought it made a good anal probe... Hahaha...

Recess, went to eat, then went to Choi's Computer Lab to waste time. Started surfing websites, blogs and so on. Me and Ernie were surprisingly the only people in the lab, and we started using our cellphones, cause Choi doesn't give a damn fuck about what we do in the lab. Was chased out by Choi when Recess ended, then lost my way, cause my class wasn't in class. Winston ( The stupid councillor ) directed me to the LTK Hall, for the Straw Tower and Marble track competition. I ended up screaming cheers for my class, and we won both competitions. Went down to the Primary School grand stand soon after, to watch the Bottle Rocket Competion. Nothing eventful here, other than Jason trying desperately to give me a blowjob. And yes, I have realised that I am a fag magnet. =D

School ended, went to Soulcraft, was closed again, Ernie and I got drinks, then I went home. I slept till 6:30pm... And I was supposed to be at Aljunied MRT at 6:45... I skipped tuition, didn't bother really. Ended up taking a cab to Aljunied MRT, and ate dim sum with Jason, Jeanette, Ash and Lynn. I was very suprised Ivan showed up, a bit extra, but I am okay with it. Went to Jason's school to do recording in the recording studio. I was originally supposed to do Emperor and Boba Fett, and Ash was doing Batman and Vader. Jason then found that I could do Vader very well, so Ash and I switched, I ended up doing Vader and Boba... Haha... Jason says I've got potential as a one take wonder, cause I did Vader's voice very well.

Ivan started to get annoying, Ash, Lynn, Jason and I were planning to go Reno's office, then Ivan asked to tag along. Jason then came up with a " plan " to go to his house and watch Shaman King. I was being a moron as usual, cause I kept on saying I'm going to Reno's office no matter what, cause I ain't going home. Ivan decided to go home in the end.

Took a cab, went to Jason's place to bring his editing stuff, then we went over to Reno's place. Reached there, went to the 6th floor, rang the bell... NO ONE WAS IN ! We arrived at 10... Had to wait till 12:15am to get in... Jason took out his video camera and started doing stupid video's. Venting our hate to Reno. I was nice, I went something like " Fuck you Reno, but my loyalty will still stay. " Jason and I started to try Yamakasi, or Le Parkour at Reno's lobby... Haha... They came, we went up....

I got a shocked when I entered Reno's office, he got AVP's Predator and Alien by FOX Studios !!! It's only limited to 1500 in the world, and he got No. 18... Ash, Lynn, Jason and I had prata, while Dennis and Reno hung at the office. After eating, Lynn went home. Ash, Jason, Dennis and I clearing up the work area at the back... It was very satisfying... We ended at around 3 to 4am... I then went to the office to stone... Started staring at Darth Maul's eyes. I think I fell asleep. Approximately 4:30 to 5am I heard Dennis say something about what if Hal Jordan has Sinestro's ring, he could defeat all the other Green Lantern's, I joined in and went back to stone. Dennis, Ash and Jason went out to get breakfast at about 6, I then went to the bed. 30 seconds later, Reno told me to get off, and I went to sleep on the floor mattress... Haha. They came back and didn't buy anything. I just opened the door for them and went back to sleep...

Saturday
I woke up, and was filled with energy. Was VERY hyper in the morning. Dennis and I decided to finish up Leia's belt... Painted, cut, glued, stapled, and voila, it was done. I was then forced to wear Princess Leia... Haha... I sure looked wrong, but I actually looked better than ( female ) Joey !!! Haha... Jason then tried to find the Macintosh version of the printer program, as he needed to print the flyers... Reno told us it was at the shelf the first time I called, then Reno said he threw it in the waste paper basket... =.=;;; Installed, then I became Peter Parker. I took the sheet of flyers and did old school newspaper reports... Cut and Paste, Literally... Was rushing, finished, packed, left Office...

Was on the road, then Jason, Ash and I started being stupid. Jason wore the stormtrooper helmet, Ash wore vader, I wore Homer Simpson... Haha... When we reached Orchard, Ash wore Homer and started waving to random people on the road... Hahahaha... You should've looked at the reaction on the pedestrains faces. Reached Heeren, Dennis, Jason and Ash unpacked. Darren came... Argh. Reno and I then went to Peace Centre to get the flyers photocopied. Was pretty fast and well done. Went back to Heeren and started getting work done.

SUDDENLY...
Stephanie turned up... I went *FUCK,THIS IS GONNA BE ONE IRRITATING DAY*... This was before I found out Esther decided to sneak out of the house to come. Stephanie annoyed the hell out of Reno by soiling the carpet of the changing room. Boy was I pissed, really pissed and annoyed. I started not to care soon after... Esther came, we talked, hung around for a while... Then David came and told me the flyers were out. Esther followed me to Peace Centre and get the flyers done up. This was a pretty enjoyable part of the day. Esther told me stories about her Primary School, and how she used to go to Peace Centre everyday after school... She started to get amused by how the photocopier works. LOL. Took a cab back to Heeren. The taxi was really cool. It had a road navigation system built in. Apparently the taxi driver was stupid enough to not know how to go Heeren, so Esther and I stopped at Cairnhill and walked down. Stephanie started becoming annoying... REALLY annoying...

Esther and I went to the changing room to hang around for awhile... Darren, for no reason came in. He said to ask me to do something with Esther. I acted dumb. I then got really annoyed when he kept on pestering me, so... I straddled Esther. Esther and I then went up to the third floor of Heeren to look at J-Rock CD's... They had all the Malice Mizer stuff back !!! ^_^_^_^ !!!

Went down, hung around for a while. I could tell that Darren was trying desperately to flirt with Esther. Packed up everything, went with Reno have dinner at Cineleisure, at the same time we checked out the Johnny Storm and Sue Storm statues. The condition was really bad...
Dennis, Jason and I ordered *thesamething*. It's a ritual, we eat the same thing everytime we go down to Cineleisure's food court. Reno gave me 10 bucks for the cab fair, which was just nice. I sent Esther home first, then went home, and started typing this. My mom asked me if I put on eyeliner when I came home. I smudged it and insisted that they were eyebags, and she believed !!! Haha, that stupid bitch ! She's now asking me whether I wanna go to Japan or not... Asked me to go see the Travel Agent tomorrow as well... Ah fuck, decisions decisions decisions...

My new catch line now, how I wish I could stay,
Ever Free...

at 9:20 PM


Today was just another day in life for me. Nothing significant.

Went to school, reported to DK, the only words he had to say was " Thank you Wayne, come back to me tomorrow morning at 7:15 " Haha, so I actually joined my class for assembly. Wrote some stupid news report today about crows. ( Hint, The CROW, Eric Draven... ) Wrote about residents getting attacked by crows. After that was music. Haha, did I ever mention how much I LOVE music lesson... Me, CS, Ernie, Marcus, and ANSEL were punished. Had to stay back. Then the teacher was telling us to give her songs to make our class sing, cause we didn't sing the " liu yi ge lan tian ( Leave a blue day ) ". Ernie and I had to stay back to let her listen us sing. I sang the first verse of Gackt's Vanilla... Hahaha... Ernie had let her listen to Mr Brightside, and I told her I'd come back to let her listen to Misery by hide once I uploaded it onto Ernie's thumbdrive from Choi's computer lab. Computer lab was closed AGAIN ! Searched around for Mr Choi with Ernie, he got tired after a while, then Calvin tagged along. Managed to get him to open the computer lab. I uploaded my Chinese Project !!! Finally did so.

Art was next, Hee didn't come, some relief teacher came in. Made sure we brought whatever we needed to draw the stupid pump. I was complaining about nonsense during class. The teacher then asked me whether I hated art, I showed him my " portfolio " of my drawings. He seemed impressed than he ignored. I was amazed that I can do shading pretty nicely. Finished my pump drawing, then took out my sketchbook and tried to draw Uruha's eyes... Wasn't easy, and I didn't succeed. Asked Andre for permission to use the class computer to upload my Chinese project and hide's Misery. The school has bad internet access. Everything lags.

Finished uploading, then went back to my table to sleep, it was Chinese, and we didn't have anything to do. DK SUDDENLY walked passed, and asked to speak to Roy. I was pretty shocked, so pushed up my hair, and took out my exercise book and pretended to do work. After he left I kept my book and continued sleeping. Mdm Lee told me to pick up the rubbish, then she told me to sweep the class up.

School ended, went to Singpost to visit Soulcraft with Ernie and have lunch. Soulcraft apparently was closed... A wasted trip. Ernie borrowed 3.90 from me. Remember to pay me back. Had clam chowder at Long John, damn I miss it... Came home and slept till 5. I ignored tuition as it wasn't important, cause my CT's just ended. Woke up at about 5:30, went my grandparents, helped my grandpa bring his bags down to the taxi stand. See, I am so filial, maybe it's because I am waiting for the guitar, MG-145S from him... Haha...

Came home again, got bored. Then I decided to play with my eye makeup... Hahaha... I did the eye makeup for Uruha, but only on one eye, Right eye. Yes, I know wrong eye, considering the long part of my fringe is on the left side. If you wanna see pictures of it ask me on MSN. I look very effeminate... Seriously. Sheefa is being very sarcastic on MSN, seriously.

Tomorrow's Science Day... Gotta see DK again as usual, I wonder when it'll end... Gonna go stay over at Esther's place tomorrow, finally. Escaped from my mom. My mom is being super annoying right now by singing some songs by Zhang Fei... Cannot take it. Fiona thinks I bear more resemblance to Miyavi and Uruha, rather than Mana to hide...

Till then,
Stay Free From Misery

Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 9:27 PM


My life has just gotten worse... Sigh...

Went to school today. Got to class, dropped my bag, went up to DK's office to find him. Ms Koh saw me, then recognised me and asked me to stay put, that was after I cut my nails and showed her. Waited there till assembly ended and math lesson started, I was the last one to leave. DK then told me I kept on skipping school, blah blah blah, and said I had more than a thousand MC's in my records, yeah right. If there is only 365 days in a year, how can I have more than a thousand MC's ? Besides, the year hasn't ended. He was being a moron as usual. Soon after the usual scolding, he told me to report to him every morning at 7:15am...He wanted to see my presence in school...

Fuck that motherfucking moron !

So, things got better when I went to class. Math lesson was ending. I scored 30.5 / 50 for Math !!! Woohoo, I PASSED !!! =D Yeah, I sat at Reko's place cause he took mine. Saw Quayle and some red haired woman talking at the corridor. Their hand signs and body language were like as if they were going to have sex in the classroom right across ours. Quayle was shaking his hand at his groin, not sure what action he meant, but sure looked like he wanted that woman to give him a handjob. Me, Adam, Ernie and Nicholas sat and laughed throughout the whole of the Math Lesson... Then came Chinese... I found out I got 78 / 100 for Chinese !!! I got a fucking A1 !!! This is the first time it has ever happened... Damn, I am really happy with my results so far. Went for Recess, then wanted to go to the computer lab to upload my project. Choi apparently wasn't in. So me and Ernie went around places looking for stuff to do. Went to the Student Recreation Centre, it was closed... Then went to Library, nothing much to see in there either. Went up to the level above the multi-purpose court. Me and Ernie started shouting profanities at DK, for picking on me. We were like " DK you motherfucking son of a bitch, dickless motherfucker ! "

He saw us, as usual we ran.

Came Literature, did the stupid play. I forgotten my lines, this is the first time. Came History, I passed it, I think ? ( Can't remember right now )... Came English, which was supposedly my best subject... I got a sad 22 / 40. That sucks, literally. Physics was up next. Remember I said that I would fail Physics ? I sure did. I got 20.5 / 50. It's all CS's fault. He said that 14, 15 and 16 would be definite failures, and what do you know. I was number 14, scored 20.5, CS, 15, scored 18.5, Ernie, 16, scored 24. Amazing how a speech from someone can cause you to fail. =P

Went to Taco Bell after school, FINALLY WENT THERE !!! I miss Taco Bell, ate my usual order, Quesadilla Set Meal, with lots of fire sauce. Adam and Ernie started playing WWE cards after the meal. I was slowly enjoying my Quesadilla... Then... some Ah Lian 3 tables from us started checking me out... Typical Ah Lian poseur, black nails, orange streaks in her hair... YUCK... She continued checking me out, giving me those stares. I am very disgusted and insulted at the same time. Ernie said that when a Lian checks you out it means you're ugly. Yes, I am very disgusted that a Lian checked me out !!! YUCK !

Went home after that, and which is why I am blogging about this now...

I have to cut my nails again... >.<;;; DK says they aren't short enough. I will dread tomorrow, looking at DK's face just makes me puke.

Till then,
Stay Free From Misery

Wednesday, August 24, 2005 at 5:29 PM


Did I mention to you that I hate my life ? My life is just a living nightmare since Monday onwards... this is gonna be a bad week for me... =(

Woke up in the morning, didn't feel too good. Slept all the way until 2 in the afternoon... Marcus came on MSN, told me that DK was looking for me... He came all the way down to class and asked to speak to me and why I wasn't in class at all. Marcus' side of the story made me really scared. He made it sound like it was the end of the world. He said that DK came down to class, scared the whole class off, asked to look for me, asked why I skipped school, asked whether it happens all the time... Then Adam came online, I asked him what happened... It didn't sound that bad, Adam's story was that DK came down, asked to see me, then left. I heard that I passed my math paper as well. I did not fail !!!

Haha... Some guy by the name of Michael added me on MSN. He said he found me cute. Another male admirer of mine... He said he's a friend of Salmah's, then he saw me that day at Cineleisure at the Movie Mania Event. He also added that he found me very attractive, he thought that I was a 17 year old, a small 17 year old...

Talked to Andre on MSN on hooking up my Shoutbox, which is finally there. Thanks Andre. Anyway... Just as I thought my day couldn't get any worse, it did. Went all the way to the polyclinic, it had this big sign outside " Closed For Renovation until 29th November ". Went to the General Practitioner Clinic instead, and spent a whoopin' 29 dollars on the consultation and medicine. But I got my MC.

Now I am trying to think of ways how to face up to the stuff I have to face tomorrow, like facing DK and asking him what he wants. I think it was because I had to show Ms Koh my cut nails , and I didn't go. That's why he came down to my class. I have another thing to fear from DK, my long hair.

Till then,
Stay Free From Misery

Tuesday, August 23, 2005 at 6:55 PM


I so hate my life... =(...
Came back from watching the Clone Wars and burning session... Then got into a talk about personal matters with my grandparents... My life is in such a mess... A huge total mess... I don't wanna try to sound like a bitch, but I've got to blog about this, I do hope only the people I trust can tell me what to do.

Reached home, went up to my grandparents, had dinner. Talked to them over it. They were telling me to be discplined, not to make my mother worry and stuff like that. Then I started off with my side of the story. They made my mother sound like some sad woman with a screwed up life, which I do think it is. My mom is divorced and has single handedly brought me up. That is something I respect.

I am at the point of life where it is the breaking point of my family. My side of the story was simple, I am not happy with my mom's religion. Do you have any idea how freaky it is to come home to a mom who is behaving like a lunatic facing a open cabinet with a scripture in it chanting non-stop. It's just down right freaky. I have this fear of coming home nowadays with that strange cabinet. My mom is now nagging about me going out too late during weekdays, and weekends, and not coming home and stuff like that.

This is the whole reason why I stay out and do not bother about the people in my house anymore. I cannot take it when people do freaky stuff in my house and with me knowing it. I spoke to my Granny about drinking, and she said that my mom is good at holding her liquor. I asked her and she said it was about knowing your limits...

I am very lucky to have a girlfriend like Esther. Esther, I thank you for your company with me and helping me to live through with a life like this... Thanks... =) Love ya'.

If you have any advice, please tell me... Thank You For Reading about my life... I so want to wish to Stay Free From Misery.

Monday, August 22, 2005 at 11:19 PM


I hated today. It was so damn fucking stupid...
As usual, I had planned to skip school the day before, by feigning illness as usual... But no... That woman said I had to go to school, cause I've been missing too many days this year... And then she started blabbering about shit if there is a parent teacher meeting, I must inform her and all.

Yeah, reached school late... Got a scolding from Ms Koh, but she gave me the benefit of her doubt. Got off lucky I suppose. Just as I thought my day was getting better, it got worse. I went back to class and it was locked. Had to strip down to my undies outside my class to get into my PE attire, as I was just lazy to go to the toilet to change, but I was lucky I didn't get any stares. Went up for PE, then discovered my class was being punished for being noisy again. I was then told that today was the day I had to do my NAPFA as I skipped the days... I aced my sit-ups, with 43 repititions ( I was told to stop at 43, cause it was already an A ), did QUITE okay for my standing broad jump, with 179cm, did very badly for my shuttle run, 11.3secs.

After PE, went for recess. Didn't grab any food at all, rushed up to the computer lab to finally finish my project dedicated to hide, and it is all in Chinese. I'll post up a link to it soon... *Beware, my chinese is very horrible and bad* Now to finish off my slides I shall insert the audio track Misery in it... After that was IT lesson, and boy was it fun. Ernie, Adam, Chang Sheng, Dingzhi, Nicholas and Reko were sitting with me at the back, talking about nonsense and started to play with Dingzhi's mouth freshner. I volunteered my ass to be sprayed at. Then they told me to fart, did so. It actually smelt minty fresh... Haha... Okay, now I know I sound disgusting, but this isn't the worse part. Was put back to the computers by the other IT Teacher, Mr Choi. Started doing some shit on Dreamweaver with regards to web design. Mr Choi then helped Calvin with a couple of stuff, with his back facing me. I took the breath freshner from Dingzhi and sprayed it at Mr Choi's ass, twice... Haha... He then asked who was chewing gum, then we all muttered among ourselves, " your ass is chewing the gum. " Hahaha... Very very lame, but it was fun.

Slept throughout Physics lesson. Mr Cunt's lesson is boring. The day started to get better. After school, Ernie, Adam, me, Ansel, pui pui and Chongboon went to my place to rehearse our play for the Literature thing. Before we left school, Ernie and I were avoiding DK, cause our hair is very long, and we didn't want to get caught. The roles for the play was perfect... I was exactly like the person I was suppose to potray. A rude, misunderstood person... Haha... After rehearsal, Adam, Ernie and me ran far far away from Ansel, Chongboon and pui pui. We went to KFC to have lunch, was on me, that's why. Somehow Ansel caught up, but I made him pay for his own meal... Hahaha... Chongboon and pui pui decided to hang around at Comic's Connection... After eating, went down to the bank with Adam and Ernie for them to draw money to buy wrestling cards. Yes, it is a stupid thing. I just tag along as I do watch wrestling. *Watch only, don't really bother much*

Went to visit Ash at CRC later, he was complaining that he hasn't received his pay, we were supposed to go to Sonata Dancewear to do up Harley Quinn's suit, but what the hell... Anyway, this is probably the stuff that I am gonna blog about for now, I am gonna leave home in another 45 minutes to go to Gayvid's house to burn the OC, One Tree Hill and Smallville, all on DVD's... I am going to skip school tomorrow. I am telling that woman that I have a marking day tomorrow, which means there isn't a need for me to come to school. Let's hope my plan works. I am still very annoyed with that woman.

Till then,
Stay Free From Misery

at 6:01 PM


I spent my day away in a very stupid manner...
Dog barged into my room at 12, started humping my leg... Mom shouted for me to wake up, I told her I wanted to sleep... Then slammed the door... With my dog out. Woke up at 3...

Received a message from Reno that was sent at 10.35am. He asked me to go over to his place to play Axis and Allies with revised rules. I got really excited. Called Conrad and Dennis to make confirmations. Played online for awhile, then went down to Conrad's car. He has a really cool car, with the volume on his stereo on his steering wheel.

I was supposed to navigate Conrad to Dennis' place, but I thought he meant when we were near there, like navigate into his place... Turned out I had to navigate all the way from my house, and boy was I a bad navigator... Haha... Went over to Reno's house, met his cousins Tino and Kelvin. They were nice people, Kelvin and Tino teamed up as allies with me and Dennis for the game. We were USA, UK and China. Reno and Conrad played Japan and Germany. Dennis kept on taking Reno's swastika armband and played with it... Hahaha...

I left after the food, took a cab and went to town to meet Esther for dinner. Haha... She bought a new headband for 2.50. Went to Burger King to eat, then we went over to Toa Payoh... Brought Esther to the shops I get my good at... She bought garter stockings and nail polish... Esther, stuff in Toa Payoh are REALLY cheap. We went to this Japanese Cosmetics shop right after that, stuff in there were nice, but it was extremely expensive. We went down the stretch that led to my house and played with cats... Haha... The first cat was a black one, it was really cute, always wanted to be pampered, I recognized that cat cause I see it almost everyday... Then saw another just right in front of comics connection... Esther and I played with the cats. Went back home, picked up Cartman and gave it to Esther. Waited for the bus with her. I am not sure why, but the bus took a really long time to arrive. Esther then got bored and started to finger Cartman. Haha...

I went back home, then I was reminded by that woman that I forgot my bag. My friends are the best people I know. Conrad came by my place to return my bag. Thanks Conrad !!! Yes, I know my day is short, so spare me... Till then...

Stay Free From Misery

I am still annoyed with that woman.

Sunday, August 21, 2005 at 11:16 PM


Fuck, was typing halfway earlier just now and got my fucking computer cut off... Please mind the language I have right now... Not in a very good mood...

I just realised I haven't been blogging for 2 days... Friday was a mediocre day... Went to school as usual... I had my math CT that day. It was surprisingly easy. Knowing that I am the sort who would fail math, I think I might actually pass this time round. Was kinda pissed during recess. I rushed to the computer lab to finish up my project on hide, cause Friday was the deadline. The owner of the computer lab happened not to be in and I spent most of my recess standing in a corner messaging to Esther about plans later.

School ended, took a cab to Esther's school, picked her up, the headed to NTU for the Movie Mania Event... We ended up stopping at the wrong place and had to walk all the way to the Auditorium... Haha... Yes... Exercise is good for health, it makes you lose weight. We ended up reaching there at the end of the event... Hung out a bit, then headed back to Reno's office later.

Haha... The time in Reno's office was fun. I had to do the usual though, unpack the costumes, air them and sanitize them. Reno and Jason were fiddling with their laptops, so I sat down with Esther and talked for a bit, then Dennis joined in. We were discussing about the music he listens to and the *GOD* he worships... Ahahaha.... Reno then found his foam batarangs... Then he started to slap it against his belly. Then he asked us whether it reminded us of something. Dennis added that he didn't have any noise when he was 13. Reno was definitely hinting something... I am sure Esther got it as well.

Andrew and Ash came soon after, and left as well. Cause both were dead beat. We then left the office and went to Bras Basah complex to pick up Reno's Green Lantern stickers and the logo for his costume. Got Esther a cab and sent her home. We then left for Raffles Place after that. Reno went to the Hello Singtel shop to pick a phone for his wife, he was asking us for suggestions, we told him to get either the V3 or 8800... He ended up getting the K750i for his wife. Dropped by TCC to visit Tim for a bit, then went to Simply Toys. Dennis was pretty bummed that the staff of Gandalf the Grey was out of production already, I gave him hope by telling him to search Ebay.We got Gayvid's birthday present which was the Clonetrooper Risk.

Left to Reno's home, chilled, waited for Reno to finish his dinner... then we left for Gayvid's party. We went there at EXACTLY 9.28pm... Waited till 11.30. His mom was doing her stupid cell group thingy as usual... So we got pissed and went out to eat a bit... Came back at about 1am. Then joined in the game of Mahjong with Ash, Jason and Ivan. Lynn also took over Ash for a bit as well. I only lost 1 dollar, made life difficult for Ash by not giving him the tiles he wanted, and Jason made my life a joy by giving the tiles I wanted. Our old friend from the Claymore Days... Cavan, came back to visit us. He got into NS 2 months ago... Is very fit now, and talked to him about wearing Spider-Man, he said he's on still... Haha. Cavan looked weird bald.

Drank a bit of Carlsberg... Stopped playing Mahjong when Darren joined in... Jason was VERY pissed at Darren as he didn;t know how to play at all. So we stopped the whole thing in the end. Went down to Gayvid's room... Watched South Park the movie. Was PRETTY DAMN awesome... Speaking of Darren, he was being such a bastard... He said he could get Esther to fuck him easy... Was at the verge of punching him already. Reno, Ivan, Jason and Darren went to play Tai Ti as South Park as playing.

Went up to the sofa to sleep after South Park.

Saturday Begins...
Woke up at about 8... Saw Ivan and Darren sleeping on the other sofa's as well... Went down, saw Gayvid and Dennis on the same bed. Was laughing my ass off... Jason came up to the sofa's to sleep as he couldn't take the coldness in the room... I got bored and started lighting all the candles again and had melting wax over my hands. The feeling was good. Dennis woke up, then me, Jason and Dennis took a cab out to have breakfast... Went home at 11.30 exactly !!! I was pretty shocked as I was late to meet Esther... But I was also lucky she woke up late... Haha...

She came over to my place at about 12.30. Brought her around Toa Payoh, then saw Faiz giving out flyers... Haha... Esther started ransacking my mom's make up drawer, cause I gave her permission to. I did her eye makeup for her and demonstrated the lightness of my foundation... Esther used my nail polish and was AMAZED with it... Haha... I gave her Cartman today. But she couldn't bear bringing it around Natsu Matsuri... haha...

We left for the Japanese Primary School later for Natsu Matsuri... Reached there at 4... Thanks to Wendy we got in front of the line... Haha... Had to wait bloody 2 hours to get in. I introduced Ivan to Esther and Esther introduced Valerie... Had fun at Natsu Matsuri... There was this moronic and cruel boy... He threw his bag of goldfishes on the floor... Esther told me to give it back to where it came from, did so too... I was feeling very nice today, gave Faiz and Rachel all my left over coupons, so did Esther... haha... In exchange I got a can of Asashi Dry... I felt so pathetic !!! I puked after drinking only half the can... But I was choking on something, didn't know why I puked anyway.

We left for Heeren after Natsu Matsuri... Took Neoprints, went to Mise... Valerie says I look like Keita from W-inds in the Neoprints. I DO NOT LOOK LIKE KEITA AT ALL... Haha... Paid for Esther's candy today... Took a bus to send Esther home, then got back home....

I gotta shock when I got back home. My mom was packing the fucking living room... For her cult practice session tomorrow... Some Soka Buddhist shit that worships a god damned cabinet. My mom is starting to get very VERY stupid... She wants me to leave the house at 3 and allows me to come back late. Am blogging as she tidies up the living room... Hope this blog entry kept whoever who was reading it entertained.

Till then...
Stay Free From Misery

Saturday, August 20, 2005 at 11:33 PM


Fuck....... Just FUCK.
Today in school was usual, the usual going to school. Became part of the Marist SA and met up with Ow today. Slept throughout the day till Recess... Went up to the computer lab to continue my project on hide. Had my history test today, was surprisingly easy... Haha....

Was supposed to join Ernie and Adam for lunch at Taco Bell today, but Reno called, picked me up outside school and went to eat at Toa Payoh... Went to collect his car. Esther, I passed by your place just now. Went to Reno's office after that. Finally finished Batman today...

On the car ride back, Gayvid asked for Stephanie's number... I had no idea why. Then he started talking to her on the phone. Me and Reno were laughing all the way at the language David uses to talk to girls... Like " How was your day ? " You do not talk to a girl like that the first time you talk to her. Period.

Got a free pack of cigarettes from Reno. We went to Crystal Jade to meet up with Conrad and ate there. Reno and Conrad went to talk privately, so I brought Gayvid to Ash's workplace... Then I left for home... which I am blogging about right now...

FUCK, I THOUGHT I HAD A BAD DAY... Esther might end up going back to Canada next year... >_<''' Am feeling depressed right now... Do not wish to blog about anymore...
Till then...

Stay Free From Misery

Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 11:08 PM


Had my Physics CT today...
Today in school was long... really long... Did not study for my Physics CT yesterday, and I really did not study at all. Andre was a great help, he helped me print out the DNT shit I had to hand in today. Andre, you have my gratitude. Anyway, onto some rather eventful stuff. Ernie didn't come to school till 12pm... Hahaha... We all thought he actually did skip school, but failed miserably and came to school for CT in the end.

I started drawing out of boredom during Chinese lesson... Mdm Lee came, she was like " I am giving you time to study, yet you still insist on drawing... " I ignored her as usual... 5 minutes later, she came back, asking if she could see the drawing, then she said " Wow, you can draw manga very well... I wanna enter this in a competition. " A crowd formed at my table, with the usual wow's... Really didn't want her to take it, but she just took my sketch book and teared it out... Ah well... Let's hope I win something big and useful.

Started on my Chinese Project entittled - My Idol. Started writing about hide. Did it in school, with all the pictures uploaded on the computer there. I kinda enjoyed writting that out, other than the fact it was in Chinese... Figured out hide's name in Chinese as well... Song Ben Xiu Ren...

I know I am gonna fail my Physics CT... Instinct tells me so... Haha... Got History up tomorrow... Then Math on Friday... I am actually studying my ass off for this CT... I am indeed amazed...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 at 2:11 PM


Today was fine.
Went to school, slept for the first hour, and managed to wake up to do the presentation for some crap ass history project I had due today... Got caught by my DNT teacher for not handing up the design brief folio, am working my ass now on the computer to get that done...

Had my Chinese CT Paper today. Wasn't that bad really, quite easy in fact. Had my DNT CT as well... Hee gave out the paper, I was surprised that I was the first one to have completed it, in what, 3 minutes ? Waited outside, helped a couple of friends cheat as well.

Went to Heartland Mall after school, had fun laughing at how retarded Shenyang is. Ernie and Adam went to eat Yoshinoya, then started talking about how the jelly looks like it has shots of cum in it. Ended up not eating it in the end...

Went home in the end, fell dead on the bed... I have my Physics CT tomorrow... And I am not a bit bothered to study, cause I know I'll either pass it or fail it.

Been talking to Andre about getting my tagboard / shoutbox done up on the weird layout of my blogskin.

Stay Free From Misery

Tuesday, August 16, 2005 at 6:50 PM


Today sucked bad...
School sucked... I do believe only one eventful thing had happened... I found out that Mr Loo likes X-Japan as well. Saw Tears on his Itunes on the Projector... I shouted " Go hide " and he told me to shut up... Haha... Had my first common test paper today... Which was English... was stoning in school the whole day, didn't feel completely awake and well. School ended, Ernie, Adam and I went to the Mac's at hougang to eat... Saw one ah lian trying to be goth by having black nails. I started shouting poseur to her, she stared, then ignored me...

Came home, slept... Nothing eventful happened today, other than the fact I actually went for tuition...

Stay Free From Misery

Monday, August 15, 2005 at 8:48 PM


Today was fun, generally another happy day.

Woke up late, for some reason... Showered, got some clothes on, met Esther at 11.40... ( We were supposed to meet at 11 )

Went to Far East to visit the place Yunnie and Wingz worked at, Esther loved it... but it happened to be closed. So,went down to visit the shop Wallace worked at. He was generally being bitchy today, maybe cause he has already gotten over me, then " bullied " Esther again... Esther and I accompanied Wallace for lunch at Subway then left to Great World after that... Was supposed to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but the show was too late, so we took the free shuttle service back to Orchard and went to Cinileisure to have lunch at Pastamania.

Went to Chinatown after that. Made Esther really happy again by bringing her to a shop which sells alot of accesories for Cosplay and other cool stuff. She bought a FMA Pendant Necklace... for 5 dollars, that is VERY cheap.

After Chinatown, we went to Esplanade. Brought her to Chocz, go chocolate coated strawberries... enjoyed them... The went to the shop next to it, Popcorn. Esther went on about Willy Wonka's poster... I was looking at other stuff Star Wars related... Hahahaha....

Took a bus back to Esther's place, sat at Macdonalds for a while, chilled, she went home... and I went home soon after.

That concludes another day of my life...

Stay Free From Misery

PS : Forgot to add that I lost my tie !!! The one with all the pretty chains on it, ah well... I could always make another.

Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 7:15 PM

The Guitarist

The Fiddler, Wayne


Likes
70's Rock And Roll
80's Heavy Metal
80's Glam Metal
90's Grunge
00's Techno (You actually think I listen to Techno?)
Japanese Rock
Guitaring all day all NIGHT
Smoking
Girls, hell yes




speak to me in music



Wishlists

More Money
Girls, hot ones please.
Metallica's Discography, almost complete
To play as good as any of the great 3, Malmsteen, Vai or Satch
Ibanez RG or Jem
Fender Strat 78 Vintage
Lifetime supply of Marlboro Reds



releases

August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
May 2006
June 2006
October 2006
April 2007
May 2007

Previous Posts
Hell YEAH. Today was fucking awesome shit.Went to ... by fiddle balls
Fuck. Man I'm feeling like shit that comes out fro... by fiddle balls
I'm guessing no one reads my blog anymore, I'm gue... by fiddle balls
Today was a day in history. I fucking swear, the f... by fiddle balls
Hi all,I'm back again. Some good news to tell... E... by fiddle balls
Hello again...After the long gruelling months of s... by fiddle balls
Well, lots of crap happened since my last blog pos... by fiddle balls
I'm back again, and it's 4am Monday.I'm supposed t... by fiddle balls
Well...It's been a while since I've blogged. Maybe... by fiddle balls
Well, CNY passed. I collected over 500-600 bucks w... by fiddle balls

Friends

Adam Ernest Holly